Hello – Its been two years since the great betrayal and I thought by now I would be “healed” or at least further along in my healing. Today, I decided to try something new, start a blog. I have gone through this journey on my own since it happened, I have talked too much and not enough all at once. I was left a single mother of three and he became the biggest asshole I never knew. I tried to maintain the peace for my daughters but keeping the peace while being walked all over started to not sit well with me. Today, I realized that being the “bigger” person or simply his doormat isn’t always the right thing to do.

Throughout this time, I of course like so many, had to pray and started talking to God again. I hope to help anyone, male or female, who has gone through this or anything catstrophic in their life. I’m here to let everything out no matter how dumb or crazy it sounds, I just need to “talk” and maybe ill find others like me that need that to. I have no clue what I’m doing or what the end result will be, but its true, if I can help ONE person, that will help me.